i'll clean up later
It's been a long time since I've written in this.. I just haven't felt like sharing, I guess. Things have been hectic lately. I don't even know where to start. I figure I should at least give the basic things that have happened...
We put Katie, my 12 year old puppy, to sleep last Tuesday. I didn't have classes so I was able to be there with her, and hold her while the vet gave her the shot. I haven't cried that hard in years. I used to be unable to fall asleep if I wasn't laying on the floor next to her, and I took care of her every time she got sick. I'll miss her, bu it's relieving to know that she's not in pain anymore.
Brandeis is still fun, but I don't know if I quite fit in. I make friends pretty easily, but it usually takes me awhile to find my true niche. We'll see how the rest of the year turns out. I've made a few new friends this semester (yeah, Spanish!) so I'll probably get out of our hall more. Also, it's kind of hard getting motivated to do work when I would probably be equally happy dropping out of school and becoming a tattoo artist or living in a commune. I like the learning aspect of college, but I don't know about planning a future. Also, I'm getting pretty broke, so the commune thing is tempting.
I cut my hair again. I don't know if I like it yet or not. I have bangs, which is different to say the least. I like them, though, it's the rest of my hair that I'm unsure about. It's not the cut, just the way my hair rebels from my head. Oh well. I need to dye my hair again, too. My purple-turned-pink is turning orange.
The battery door on my digital camera broke, so I had to send it to Canon. I hope I get it back soon, because I keep seeing things that I want to capture. The same week, my computer crashed. I vowed to give up technology, move to Pennsylvania, and live with the Amish, but then my dad fixed my computer. Phew, that was close.
As soon as I'm done writing this, my tongue ring is no more. I went to a doctor to see about some scar tissue on it, and he told me it would probably go away if I just took out the barbell. I don't really care that much, because I've had it more than a year and it's not like I have anyone to use it on. I'll miss having something to chew on in class, though. Oh, and I never got to try out one of those vibrating barbells. Whatever, I can always get it repierced if Adam Brody shows up on my doorstep.
I'm sure that some other "big stuff" (sigh, my pathetic life) has happened but I'm too tired to thnk about it. Either that, or I've blocked it from my memory. I've been pretty down lately, for a lot of reasons, so I've avoided full consciousness as much as possible.
Where did my principles go?
We put Katie, my 12 year old puppy, to sleep last Tuesday. I didn't have classes so I was able to be there with her, and hold her while the vet gave her the shot. I haven't cried that hard in years. I used to be unable to fall asleep if I wasn't laying on the floor next to her, and I took care of her every time she got sick. I'll miss her, bu it's relieving to know that she's not in pain anymore.
Brandeis is still fun, but I don't know if I quite fit in. I make friends pretty easily, but it usually takes me awhile to find my true niche. We'll see how the rest of the year turns out. I've made a few new friends this semester (yeah, Spanish!) so I'll probably get out of our hall more. Also, it's kind of hard getting motivated to do work when I would probably be equally happy dropping out of school and becoming a tattoo artist or living in a commune. I like the learning aspect of college, but I don't know about planning a future. Also, I'm getting pretty broke, so the commune thing is tempting.
I cut my hair again. I don't know if I like it yet or not. I have bangs, which is different to say the least. I like them, though, it's the rest of my hair that I'm unsure about. It's not the cut, just the way my hair rebels from my head. Oh well. I need to dye my hair again, too. My purple-turned-pink is turning orange.
The battery door on my digital camera broke, so I had to send it to Canon. I hope I get it back soon, because I keep seeing things that I want to capture. The same week, my computer crashed. I vowed to give up technology, move to Pennsylvania, and live with the Amish, but then my dad fixed my computer. Phew, that was close.
As soon as I'm done writing this, my tongue ring is no more. I went to a doctor to see about some scar tissue on it, and he told me it would probably go away if I just took out the barbell. I don't really care that much, because I've had it more than a year and it's not like I have anyone to use it on. I'll miss having something to chew on in class, though. Oh, and I never got to try out one of those vibrating barbells. Whatever, I can always get it repierced if Adam Brody shows up on my doorstep.
I'm sure that some other "big stuff" (sigh, my pathetic life) has happened but I'm too tired to thnk about it. Either that, or I've blocked it from my memory. I've been pretty down lately, for a lot of reasons, so I've avoided full consciousness as much as possible.
Where did my principles go?