mine and ashley's "love day"
well lets see...
im bored waiting for dallas.
today wasnt too bad. i fell asleep in 5th hr. gay. i think that ive pretty much got all my shit together for school. i was failing alot of classes but i got all the possible wok in except for spanish but i plan on workin on that tomorrow.
well we only have tomorrow at school and then we have spring break. not that im doing anything important but its the point that i get to sleep in. all im gunna be doing is waiting till 6 everyday for dallas. bc ima loser with no car.
life is full of stress. as soon as he gets back in the swing of things my papa looses his job. people are assholes. hes old and he depends on medication to stay alive, you need a job to be on meds because this is a fucked up country where you have to live your life working so you can afford to medicate yourself. y cant we be a lil more like canada. but hopefully we can sue their asses were looking into it. its possible. were going to get them for age discrimitation. now my uncle wants to quit there to bc they fired his dad who has worked there for 40 years now. theres only one good thing about it, my grama will be motivated to get a job now because shes 20 years younger than my papa which means that she'll be living alot longer than him and when somthing does happen to him shes going to need a job to support herself. but the thing that got to me the most was what he said. he said i mite as well die now bc my job was a reason to live for. seems a little extreme but without his job he dont know what to do with himself. fuck burning tree
anyways yesterday was fun for me and ash, we ditched the boys and went into girly stores. haha. i got some really cute bracelets from forever 21 for only $1.80 good deal
me and dallas had an eventful night last night
i said it
im cold
i wonder how ashleys hair turned out. im bumed that i couldnt go home with her... parents suck
brittons wrestling pic... haha hes gunna fly away! lol no its cute.
me and him had a lil chat last night. well i chatted and he commented but its all good. i was in that kinda mood. am so happy that hes finally happy
they really deserve eachother.
dinner date???
so stefany got suspended hahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhahahahhaha she called the dyke a stupid bitch. i woulda too
well this weekend was good. i drank some dallas drank alot we both didnt really get drunk tho. he was a lil but i wasnt. we chilled at brandons for awhile. me and brit had a scary but good convo. then we went to stefanys and drank there didnt really do much and then we hit the hay bc i had to be to work at 9.
well i found out some shit today thats a lil scary. i wish she woulda called me and told me but im just sooo happy that shes ok. thats a reality check... i NEED to try harder wether she wants me to or not. i miss them and it hurts not talking to her anymore
well im going to try and find somthing other than this to do while im awaiting that arrival of my man
i love you
i am small and the world is big
all around me is fast moving
how does it feel
your diffrent from me
i am young and i am free but i get tired and i get weak
i get lost and i cant speak
would you cry with me
i am small and the world is big
but im not afraid of anything