Jul 24, 2006 21:26
Sooo lately has been really good, I've gotten out of bad things, into good things, so that makes me happy.
But tonight, I got all sad, and stuff, just because I don't like alot of people.
This summer has so much crap going on.
Like, certain people and stuff just make stupid drama, and it's for stupid reasons. And I realized some things today, and it made me sad. Everything isn't always how it seems. And some people are very blunt, but they are always right. And you should listen to these people. And it's funny how you can give good advice to everyone but yourself, and you always want to lie to yourself about something. It's because I wanted things to be certain ways so I told myself they were.
So now I should just be more cautious maybe? I dunno.
I think school is going to suck this year. Me and Daryl were talking, and it seems every two years at TJ theres a major rift in everything. Friends, teachers, the atmosphere. And this is the rift time. This is how my next two years is going to look. And it looks depressing from what I can tell. So I guess I should cherish people that have always been there for me, and just feel bad for others. Just two more years of school. It's crazy.
I need to stop being stupid, and appreciate who and what I have. And make sure I keep them. Because my list of trustworthy people isn't very long.