"Panda's all I have left of a child I used to have."

[oooh_butterfly]

And I'm waiting for the day you don't make me cry anymore.
I'm hoping for the day you tell me you love me.
I'm missing the days that you'd hold me.
I'm wanting the days we laugh and play.
You were my best friend.
I always beleived I was yours.
I'm wondering when the day will be that you disown me.
I don't remember when I first let you down.
But it's all I ever do now.
I'm wishing I could fix it all.
I know I never will.
You were once all I had.
Now I wish I could have you.
You held me through it all.
Always wiped away the tears.
Now you're the main cause.
Perhaps I shouldn't have gone where I went.
Maybe I shouldn't have said what I said.
Even, did what I did.
I'm just scared and we both know why.
I've thrown away all my hope.
Every one of my chances.
So when will we have a nice conversation again?
I believe we both know the answer.