depressed as all get out

[ooogacktooo]

why the hell am i not over the stupid shit.
it has been months.
i need to get laid.
i dont get it.
i cant stand the thought of another relationship.
i am seriously ruined.
friends with benefits would not be such a bad idea if i actually had sex.
i just want a half eff double eww bee.
noone else wants that thought.
nah i just want a fling.
thats all my emotions can take.
then i cant be cheated on.
or dumped.
i dislike relationships.
i dont want to get married or have kids.
so i dont need a boyfriend.
i just need some fun.
i really need someone to talk to.
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