Oct 18, 2005 04:15
Ash has finally come home and if you have read my previous post you know what we've been up to...making poetry.
When Ash went to New York he got me a couple of souvenirs, one of which was an Erotic magnetic poetry kit. He went to the Museum of Sex. So we stayed up, actually we're still up talking, and writing poetry, trying to out do eachother. I personally think I'm the better poet, and Ash agrees.
After trying to book a hotel to go to Nagoya, to see what it's like I came to the realization that this is not what I want. I want to be in Osaka,the whole point of my leaving Tokushima is to get modelling work and I doubt there is as much in Nagoya as there is in Osaka.
I remember when I was sixteen an agent from Osaka tried to sign me at a modelling convention. I was so excited, but I knew my parents wouldn't let me go then. I can't believe I finally living out my childhood fantasy. Truth is as badly as I wanted it then, I don't see myself doing this forever.
Actually, working a full-time job has made me realize that this is not what I want to do for the rest of my life. I don't want to be a model either. I never thought I'd say this but I think I would like to stay at home raise my kids and write. I'm proud to annouce that I'm finally in the last quarter of writing my first draft of 'Liv, Neveah and Di' and I can't wait till I finish.