Things
I haven't been updating much at all. I really don't have much to say. I can say that things are uncontrollable, but everyday is like that. There is something that is super fantastic and then there is something that is a huge bummer. It only effects (affects?) me by how much they out weigh the other. In the end if it is bad it still doesn't get to me that much. I am not surprised anymore by anything it seems. I am under a lot of stress, mess things up like crazy, but I care less and less each day. I don't know if I like it. I mean I once was like this all the time when I was younger and it wouldn't set me up for disappointments, but I wonder if that would be any good towards the future and me being successful or not. I keep winging everything. If I could do anything I think I would listen to music all day and edit photos. Right now I am supposed to edit a video for Salem Now, but I am still sitting here and writing in this journal because I don't want to work with little video that I have. That is my fault because I was trying to rush to another class for a club (that didn't meet, they forgot.) Yeah that's it for a while.