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My life is so overly, rediculously stupid. I don't understand why I have to go through so much stress, enough for me to want to kill myself at least once a month, and other people live it up so fucking easy. It's times like this that make me want to drop out of school, kill people, and not give a shit till I die

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[cystchowder]

Life blows and never stops breathing. Sorry about the disappointing art sales you have going but that's the kind of thing that's give or take. There are amazing artists out there who barely make a dime on anything they do. It's the life most artists lead, unfortunately. There are very few artists making a living out of it and the ones that do worked vigorously for years to get to the level they are at. I hope this frustration doesn't cause you to give up or anything because your work shows promise.

You can't really compare your mental issues to those who are disabled or have 10 kids because it's in a completely different league of problems. If you had 10 children you'd be in a much larger world of shit then you think you are now.

Getting a job is a shit load of hassle. The politics of the work environment are enough for people to not even want to bother with work regardless but it's a necessary evil. You're bound to find something, just keep looking.

The idea of something being frustrating and will only go away if you die is kind of ridiculous. The same could be said about doing dishes or eating cookies. Anything could go away by dying. You would be much more of a pussy by being scared of your own life and running away from it. There's no need to rush the inevitable, we're all going to be dead eventually so explore living while you can. Ugh, I hate sounding like a self-help fuck or something but it's true. You're a tough girl, keep it that way, deal with the shit thrown at you, it'll only make you a stronger, smarter person. You're still young, you have much more highs and lows coming your way. Stay away from drama. It's stupid, unimportant and worthless.

I realize that this was written a while ago but that doesn’t really matter. Use it for the next time.