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BIG NEWS! Well on Thursday, October 13 '05 Fernando told me for the FIRST time ever thats he loved me.OH MAN IT WAS CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it went like this.
1st he whispered somthing to cory... somthin like " i love her"
so im like " wait what?!"
then he holds me and says "Ali, I love, You"
OMG THE SWEETEST THING, NO ONE HAS EVER SAID ANYTHING LIKE THAT TO ME... AH, i hope nothin happens. Im starting to REALLY REALLY ENJOY LOVE! :D
Okay and now for "today"
So Im glad Im with Fernando [my BOYFRIEND!!!!]
I was so close to i dont even know, im so dumb, i speak to fast. i have no sense of conseques.
:( Poor nando, i think i might REALLY REALLY REALLY love him?!?!?!?!? OMG!!! ahhh... well duh, i hope this is love. It is. YA. I kno it is.
I feel super stupid.
I've decided that there is no "taking breaks" we are GOING TO talk it out. All though he doesnt seem much of a talker.
I hate not knowing whats going on... well i can stand it, but i really dont like too
I hope me and Fernando work out.
Its so hard cause I cant describe my feelings. Probably due to my vocabular disfunction.
hah! well ya. His kiss's are super...
Im not such a great girlfriend. I dont know why, its probably cause i dont know what im doing...Man, it probably sucks for him that he has someone that never really had a acctual mature boyfriend i dont know what im doing, He's had that one older chick "tiffany" she probably made life simple for him. banging like bunnys. She must have been good at haveing sex. a while back during soccer amber told me they did it ALOT. im not sure if i wanna belive it. like, i dont want to but it is probably true..." good at sex" whatever that means? what does it mean to be "good at sex" I dont understand. Or nando was " good at sex" maybe its a code word for big dink or tight coochie how ever sexualy active people like it... i wonder if he kinda loved tiffany too, since sex is somthin you do when you love some one. oh wait, i dont think he thinks that way. oh well... haha i dont even know if im "good at being girlfriend"
... i wish there was like a red light that would ding everytime i did somthing right...
:-\
it went like this.
1st he whispered somthing to cory... somthin like " i love her"
so im like " wait what?!"
then he holds me and says "Ali, I love, You"
OMG THE SWEETEST THING, NO ONE HAS EVER SAID ANYTHING LIKE THAT TO ME... AH, i hope nothin happens. Im starting to REALLY REALLY ENJOY LOVE! :D
Okay and now for "today"
So Im glad Im with Fernando [my BOYFRIEND!!!!]
I was so close to i dont even know, im so dumb, i speak to fast. i have no sense of conseques.
:( Poor nando, i think i might REALLY REALLY REALLY love him?!?!?!?!? OMG!!! ahhh... well duh, i hope this is love. It is. YA. I kno it is.
I feel super stupid.
I've decided that there is no "taking breaks" we are GOING TO talk it out. All though he doesnt seem much of a talker.
I hate not knowing whats going on... well i can stand it, but i really dont like too
I hope me and Fernando work out.
Its so hard cause I cant describe my feelings. Probably due to my vocabular disfunction.
hah! well ya. His kiss's are super...
Im not such a great girlfriend. I dont know why, its probably cause i dont know what im doing...Man, it probably sucks for him that he has someone that never really had a acctual mature boyfriend i dont know what im doing, He's had that one older chick "tiffany" she probably made life simple for him. banging like bunnys. She must have been good at haveing sex. a while back during soccer amber told me they did it ALOT. im not sure if i wanna belive it. like, i dont want to but it is probably true..." good at sex" whatever that means? what does it mean to be "good at sex" I dont understand. Or nando was " good at sex" maybe its a code word for big dink or tight coochie how ever sexualy active people like it... i wonder if he kinda loved tiffany too, since sex is somthin you do when you love some one. oh wait, i dont think he thinks that way. oh well... haha i dont even know if im "good at being girlfriend"
... i wish there was like a red light that would ding everytime i did somthing right...
:-\