birthday, bash my head on the table.
"happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you. happy birthday dear joelle, happy birthday to you."
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so, yesterday was my birthday. i didn't do too much. but, i did get a few gifts.
such as...
♥money
♥tacos
♥breakfast
♥cards
♥♥chiavettas, from scott.
♥bath stuff
♥♥poetry, from the boyfriend.
it was all good. plus, i might be getting my own apartment soon. yay.
so, i want to thank scott. even though, i didn't get too much for my birthday, he was the sweetest. he didnt even have to buy me chiavetta's, let alone make it for me. it was VERY good. :)
now, here's the poem scuz wrote to me. enjoy, it made me cry.
"19.
no matter where this life leads us,
no matter is we are together or if we are apart,
i will always love you-i will always be here for you.
i believe in you, when you don't believe in yourself.
what a cheap present!-another self indulgent poem.
but we will not always be this poor-welfare broke.
i know you are so tired of hearing this,
but i can't tell you enough how beautiful, special you are.
only time will tell what will become of us.
i am not going to worry about the future.
life always has a funny way of working out,
i just want you to appreciate this time i have to share with you.
being with you-being by your side-this moment-today,
is worth all the frustration-worth every mile traveled,
because you're so fucking special-you still leave me breathless.
i'll always love you-no matter how you feel about me.
simple words written on paper with pen,
can't really convey-communicate the depth of my emotions for you.
perfection babygirl, is only a day away.
someday-in a not too distant future- i'll provide you the life you desire and deserve.
you are the most amazing woman-so often you leave me speechless.
i love you-with my body, heart and soul.
like i have never loved another
the darkness before the dawn-your love in the light of my life.
my passion, my love for you leaves me on needles in pins.
what is worth having in this life never comes easy.
as i've said before-our love can conquer this life.
perfection is only a day away-heaven within a breath away.
i get so lost in your seductive eyes.
to me-as far as i am concerned-you baby, are my one, my only.
this life stands still, dissappears when i hold you in my arms.
we struggle through this life-we struggle though another day.
but through the struggles, through the strive our love becomes stronger.
baby you are so worth it.
and every day i find a new reason,
to fall in love with you all over again..
happy birthday, the first of i hope many more.
love always, scuz"
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so, yesterday was my birthday. i didn't do too much. but, i did get a few gifts.
such as...
♥money
♥tacos
♥breakfast
♥cards
♥♥chiavettas, from scott.
♥bath stuff
♥♥poetry, from the boyfriend.
it was all good. plus, i might be getting my own apartment soon. yay.
so, i want to thank scott. even though, i didn't get too much for my birthday, he was the sweetest. he didnt even have to buy me chiavetta's, let alone make it for me. it was VERY good. :)
now, here's the poem scuz wrote to me. enjoy, it made me cry.
"19.
no matter where this life leads us,
no matter is we are together or if we are apart,
i will always love you-i will always be here for you.
i believe in you, when you don't believe in yourself.
what a cheap present!-another self indulgent poem.
but we will not always be this poor-welfare broke.
i know you are so tired of hearing this,
but i can't tell you enough how beautiful, special you are.
only time will tell what will become of us.
i am not going to worry about the future.
life always has a funny way of working out,
i just want you to appreciate this time i have to share with you.
being with you-being by your side-this moment-today,
is worth all the frustration-worth every mile traveled,
because you're so fucking special-you still leave me breathless.
i'll always love you-no matter how you feel about me.
simple words written on paper with pen,
can't really convey-communicate the depth of my emotions for you.
perfection babygirl, is only a day away.
someday-in a not too distant future- i'll provide you the life you desire and deserve.
you are the most amazing woman-so often you leave me speechless.
i love you-with my body, heart and soul.
like i have never loved another
the darkness before the dawn-your love in the light of my life.
my passion, my love for you leaves me on needles in pins.
what is worth having in this life never comes easy.
as i've said before-our love can conquer this life.
perfection is only a day away-heaven within a breath away.
i get so lost in your seductive eyes.
to me-as far as i am concerned-you baby, are my one, my only.
this life stands still, dissappears when i hold you in my arms.
we struggle through this life-we struggle though another day.
but through the struggles, through the strive our love becomes stronger.
baby you are so worth it.
and every day i find a new reason,
to fall in love with you all over again..
happy birthday, the first of i hope many more.
love always, scuz"