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tongith was openeing night....i really dotn know what to say about the whole thing.... it was exciting it was confusing it was the first time..it is the last time..i had such a great time..everyone was so filled with energy and i felt so ..ALIVE....and though i didnt have a very big part(harry esterbrook) i still found myself becomimng more and more nervous with each passing moment...each scene...each que..and i FROZE i had an anxiety atack but i am so fricken proud of myself..i just worked my way though it and didnt...so yeah and then after wards i was soempty and i wish that the play would never end....i wish it had never started.....so confused and exhausted but i am still elated.....well not really because like after the show..i saw how many parents had come but my mom refused because she didnt want to miss her show that she watches...
uhmm...well so yeah
today was ryans bday..i have awsomeness planned for her on sat..shh..dont tell her
im gonna go..... now....bye
uhmm...well so yeah
today was ryans bday..i have awsomeness planned for her on sat..shh..dont tell her
im gonna go..... now....bye