Pow pow!
Today was ok. Had a terrible stomach ache in the morning, was really bloated. But I'm better now! We played nuke 'em again in PE class, which I'm glad of.
Yesterday our PE class was cut short, which was great! The volleyball girls had to use the gym for practice or something. Anyways, I had a meeting for the drama club yesterday and I don't think I did that well on that particular day. I was just way too self conscious. One of the stupid boys (some new kid from Missouri) told me I needed to sound more like a little girl! Damnit, I DO sound like a little girl! Normally I do, but when I read then my mature voice takes over. I'm the best narrator ever! I just wish I could control my voice when I'm reading so I don't sound so fake or old. I've been practicing my Alice monologue and I;ve finally been able to do it in front of my mom. I'm too embarrassed with anyone else, which is sorta ironic because I'm gonna have to perform in front of a huge amount of people. But I'm weird that way. I feel more comfortable with a lot of people around me than just a few. Oh ya! I can do my monologue for my big brother too because he's cool. I cannot do it in front of my middle brother because he took acting classes and he can do it much better than me. I know for sure he can! Even though he wants to see what I can do, I refuse to let him see. It'd be too embarrassing and then he wouldn't like me as much. Oh!!! The highlight of today was that he acknowledged me at school!!!!!! ^-^ Usually when I call out, "Hi, Brian!!!" and wave my arms, he gives me a dirty look which shuts me up instantly. But I always wave and say hi when I see him, even though that's the reaction I always get. I even follow him sometimes with my friend when I've got some spare time to get to class just to get another chance to say hi. Ya, I'm a pathetic sister. ^^ But today, he nodded! He NODDED! And he didn't scowl or frown, he was smiling slightly! That just made my day! ^_^ I finally got him to acknowledge me during school! Whoopee! It's a shame I hardly ever went with my big bro to the same school, he always acknowledged me and even talked to me! Yep, and he didn't mind my friends either. As we'd walk around I'd always scream, "Hi, Bobby!!!!" and then keep saying to my friends, "Isn't he so cool?". Yep, they still tease me for that. I would usually always bring up my big brother into the conversation somehow. I think I still do most of the time. Well he should be proud that I'm such a good little follower! But since he'll be leaving soon, I need a new brother to obey. And that shall be Brian! I've already started that, though I did protest against him and his movies because he doesn't let me come out and he expects me to film when I'm busy with my own things. Up till now, the only one who can control my behavior is Bobby, a shame he'll be leaving soon. Now Brian's going to be in control of my behavior. *shrug* Oh well! We still get along great, when we're friends, as we always have. Wonder how the next few years will be! I got acknowledged!!!
Yesterday our PE class was cut short, which was great! The volleyball girls had to use the gym for practice or something. Anyways, I had a meeting for the drama club yesterday and I don't think I did that well on that particular day. I was just way too self conscious. One of the stupid boys (some new kid from Missouri) told me I needed to sound more like a little girl! Damnit, I DO sound like a little girl! Normally I do, but when I read then my mature voice takes over. I'm the best narrator ever! I just wish I could control my voice when I'm reading so I don't sound so fake or old. I've been practicing my Alice monologue and I;ve finally been able to do it in front of my mom. I'm too embarrassed with anyone else, which is sorta ironic because I'm gonna have to perform in front of a huge amount of people. But I'm weird that way. I feel more comfortable with a lot of people around me than just a few. Oh ya! I can do my monologue for my big brother too because he's cool. I cannot do it in front of my middle brother because he took acting classes and he can do it much better than me. I know for sure he can! Even though he wants to see what I can do, I refuse to let him see. It'd be too embarrassing and then he wouldn't like me as much. Oh!!! The highlight of today was that he acknowledged me at school!!!!!! ^-^ Usually when I call out, "Hi, Brian!!!" and wave my arms, he gives me a dirty look which shuts me up instantly. But I always wave and say hi when I see him, even though that's the reaction I always get. I even follow him sometimes with my friend when I've got some spare time to get to class just to get another chance to say hi. Ya, I'm a pathetic sister. ^^ But today, he nodded! He NODDED! And he didn't scowl or frown, he was smiling slightly! That just made my day! ^_^ I finally got him to acknowledge me during school! Whoopee! It's a shame I hardly ever went with my big bro to the same school, he always acknowledged me and even talked to me! Yep, and he didn't mind my friends either. As we'd walk around I'd always scream, "Hi, Bobby!!!!" and then keep saying to my friends, "Isn't he so cool?". Yep, they still tease me for that. I would usually always bring up my big brother into the conversation somehow. I think I still do most of the time. Well he should be proud that I'm such a good little follower! But since he'll be leaving soon, I need a new brother to obey. And that shall be Brian! I've already started that, though I did protest against him and his movies because he doesn't let me come out and he expects me to film when I'm busy with my own things. Up till now, the only one who can control my behavior is Bobby, a shame he'll be leaving soon. Now Brian's going to be in control of my behavior. *shrug* Oh well! We still get along great, when we're friends, as we always have. Wonder how the next few years will be! I got acknowledged!!!