bored
my heart hurts and i need to talk to chad. during the week its so hard to get a hold of him because hes always doing something. there is basically no time for him to sit down and talk to me. he says he'll call back but almost never does. its making me feel so lonely.
it just sucks cause everything is fine on the weekends. i can't be happier, but every sunday when i leave to go back to school i know the week is going to suck because we won't get to talk as much.
sometimes i think im pathetic for sitting in my room waiting for him to call. i DO NOT want that to be my life, cause i realized that this is my life.. i kept thinking that something better is going to come along.. but the only things that will come into my life are the things that i bring into it. gah
now i have a math test to go to.. i actually studied so i hope i do good.
im out.
it just sucks cause everything is fine on the weekends. i can't be happier, but every sunday when i leave to go back to school i know the week is going to suck because we won't get to talk as much.
sometimes i think im pathetic for sitting in my room waiting for him to call. i DO NOT want that to be my life, cause i realized that this is my life.. i kept thinking that something better is going to come along.. but the only things that will come into my life are the things that i bring into it. gah
now i have a math test to go to.. i actually studied so i hope i do good.
im out.