I wish I could just hate you.
I came across our stupid Chicken Noodle Soup for the lumberjack soul.
God, what the fuck happened to us?
As I read it, I remembered the stupid voices we made and how late we stayed up making those dumb things and our obsession with flannel shortly after that. We even made axes, el oh el.
It sucks really. It sucks because I think about it, and really, that makes me miss you. And give you the stories, but you'd probably just rip them up or throw them away. I can't throw them away, honestly. I can't even put them up and it is KILLING me. I hate looking at them. I HATE IT!
But I know that everytime I look at it, it shouldn't make me miss you, just the times we had and enjoyed. I won't lie, you gave me some crazy good times, some of my best memories involve you. But we're not like that anymore. Honestly, we stopped being even remotely like that before shit hit rock bottom.
I can't make myself hate you. I think that's what I can't stand the most. All the bullshit you've put me through, I can't hate you. God, what is wrong with me? I see your stupid myspace and your stupid sayings and honestly, it just hurts. The fact you dropped me so fast without even thinking, that, I don't know. I guess that should show me you're not a good person. But I can't help it.
You're the hardest person I've ever had to get over. I had so much faith in you, so much faith in us. And it's gone! it's gone because you couldn't just face up to your mistake! WHY! WHY WOULD YOU THROW AWAY SOMETHING SO HUGE?! Why?
I miss you, a lot, but only every now and then.
It sucks, God, you suck.
God, what the fuck happened to us?
As I read it, I remembered the stupid voices we made and how late we stayed up making those dumb things and our obsession with flannel shortly after that. We even made axes, el oh el.
It sucks really. It sucks because I think about it, and really, that makes me miss you. And give you the stories, but you'd probably just rip them up or throw them away. I can't throw them away, honestly. I can't even put them up and it is KILLING me. I hate looking at them. I HATE IT!
But I know that everytime I look at it, it shouldn't make me miss you, just the times we had and enjoyed. I won't lie, you gave me some crazy good times, some of my best memories involve you. But we're not like that anymore. Honestly, we stopped being even remotely like that before shit hit rock bottom.
I can't make myself hate you. I think that's what I can't stand the most. All the bullshit you've put me through, I can't hate you. God, what is wrong with me? I see your stupid myspace and your stupid sayings and honestly, it just hurts. The fact you dropped me so fast without even thinking, that, I don't know. I guess that should show me you're not a good person. But I can't help it.
You're the hardest person I've ever had to get over. I had so much faith in you, so much faith in us. And it's gone! it's gone because you couldn't just face up to your mistake! WHY! WHY WOULD YOU THROW AWAY SOMETHING SO HUGE?! Why?
I miss you, a lot, but only every now and then.
It sucks, God, you suck.