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Dec 12, 2005 23:48

i really despise the fact that college affects relationships so much. It doesnt matter what type, whether it be friendships or relationships. All of the sudden things that were inmortant dont seem to be very high on the priority list. Getting drunk and high every day is the high light of some people's lives. Making sure every one likes them is others. Others just want to be loved and needed. People change and it really sucks.
The ones that you want to trust the most, you don't. That person could turn around and be the most selfish person ever.
I'm just scared that i put my heart on the line and promised that i wouldnt take it any more. The eath of relationships is being comfortable. Stand up and make the relationship worth being in. Just sitting back and letting it go because it has been there for years. if you love a person, make it work. they are obviously worth it.
everyone of us are guilty of lies and ommissions,but if you relationship begins to be based on these things, it is headed for disaster.
i put it all out there the other night. please dont let me down. i know this is what you are afraid of, but ive conquered some of my fears for you, maybe you should really try hard fo you dont have to go through that. i love you and i hope you know that. i wish that nothing ever changed. i wish i didnt ever care and i wish i wasnt so sensitive. im tired of hearing whats meant to be is whats meant to be...i want to be with you. i know this... you say you do, too...and i believe you. i want to trust you with my heart and its been broken twice. im just really scared and havent been reassured it will be ok. please
i love you
dani
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