Back maybe for a visit, maybe to stay..... we'll see
Sometimes there are no words to explain life. Words are arbitrary things - because how can one really express love, or sadness, or joy, or loss except through words that either tell, or through metaphorical phrases in attempts to show. I find that sometimes I don't 'appreciate' enough. Lately, I have let words like loss or sadness or frustration explain who I am. There is so much going on in my life right now.... some of which is amazing... some of which which lacks in the amazing department. Even so, I just don't appreciate enough. When things are shit, I find that I can never get past that. It's the tragedy of the moment. When things are awesome - it's my success for the moment, but it's never anything more than just a moment. Why don't a hold onto those moments - make them last? Make them soak into all aspects of my life. Maybe then I will find my life more fulfilled.
I left Livejournal because I found that I was being dragged down by it. I found that a lot of my posts were pessistic, and that I couldn't get past those frustrations. They were like an infection, spreading disease to many of my other facets of life.
Life is short.... and I'm beginning to realize that I'm smiling a lot more. My smiles spread to other parts of my life..... and though my life is far from perfect right now.... Those smiles are what get me through the long days.
I left Livejournal because I found that I was being dragged down by it. I found that a lot of my posts were pessistic, and that I couldn't get past those frustrations. They were like an infection, spreading disease to many of my other facets of life.
Life is short.... and I'm beginning to realize that I'm smiling a lot more. My smiles spread to other parts of my life..... and though my life is far from perfect right now.... Those smiles are what get me through the long days.