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schools out! WAHOOO.. and yet no wahoo. Theres so much going on.
Alright so I havent talked to nina in about a month now. I dont even know whats going on but I think the whole situation is stupid. How sould I take being someones "best friend" one day and then nothing to them the next? I would do almost anything for her and yet i dont even know. I guess things there could be worse.
So Ive been here for a little over 2 years now and have finished 2 years of school, managed to lose most of my friends, someone else, hmm.. I guess the one good thing ive been doing is school. I guess its time to find a guy but I still dont want to. I cant go out and do the things I want and then have someone here trying to tell me how to do things or holding me back from making certain decisions. Im not saying the past with u know who was bad but knowing how things turned out it hurts to know that I pushed some people away in the process of being with him. I do want to be with someone yet.. i dont. end of story haha.
The dad situation.. all over the place with that one. He got a call yesterday from where else but Orange County Cali. the one place I would want to move. The positive in that situation would out weigh the negative by far. Its just a scary thought. Even though theres not really anyone here to hold me back its still a big thing. Scary. Scary. hmm. That made me think about someone.. weird.
I dont know what else to talk about right now.. im watching ellen and then some dawson haha.. gotta go
"get up off of that thang and dance till u feel betta"
Alright so I havent talked to nina in about a month now. I dont even know whats going on but I think the whole situation is stupid. How sould I take being someones "best friend" one day and then nothing to them the next? I would do almost anything for her and yet i dont even know. I guess things there could be worse.
So Ive been here for a little over 2 years now and have finished 2 years of school, managed to lose most of my friends, someone else, hmm.. I guess the one good thing ive been doing is school. I guess its time to find a guy but I still dont want to. I cant go out and do the things I want and then have someone here trying to tell me how to do things or holding me back from making certain decisions. Im not saying the past with u know who was bad but knowing how things turned out it hurts to know that I pushed some people away in the process of being with him. I do want to be with someone yet.. i dont. end of story haha.
The dad situation.. all over the place with that one. He got a call yesterday from where else but Orange County Cali. the one place I would want to move. The positive in that situation would out weigh the negative by far. Its just a scary thought. Even though theres not really anyone here to hold me back its still a big thing. Scary. Scary. hmm. That made me think about someone.. weird.
I dont know what else to talk about right now.. im watching ellen and then some dawson haha.. gotta go
"get up off of that thang and dance till u feel betta"