hi
this will be all over the place...
love u jhe... glad we got to talkin last week. if u hadnt picked up at that very moment.... oh, im just glad u did :)
same with u mon, glad we finally had some alone time :)
and concert on sunday w. cor present was just awesome.
last week was really good for me. didnt feel or seem like it during, but looking back,it was. it was crazy. all my weeks are crazy. sometimes i feel like i must be in the truman show bc all these crazy things happen that seem freakin weird. the number 23 in my life is so powerful its unreal. the amount of times it pops up is just sickening. if i go crazy and escape to a far away place all my time will go into researcing synchronicity (if thats not a word yet, ill make it one)
i didnt think i could access livejournal but i can! hurrah!
im so tired of being so typically mid 20's... disgruntled and dissatisfied. not to mention confused. this is worse than being 13, my chest is even flat again.
i hate it when others judge me. i act like i dont feel it, but i do. this is what makes me go into hiding and grapple for opportunities to find dark corners to burrow into.
moving home i have a social life after 2.5 years. overwhelming.
there's this patent leather gallery tote bag i've been eye'ing for 2 months as well as the gucci waistpack i've been eye'ing for 2 years and i want them BOTH. i might as well move out, im not saving a dime. ebay is the devil.
every day. just from the people i know, with the stories they tell, i have enough material to write the realest sitcom (or drama) out there... i dotn know if this is a good thing or a bad thing.
last night after whining for an hour to my friend that she has the most perfect 5 yr relationship which i shamelessly envy, and i adore them... and why cant i be as grounded? she cracks, makes one phone call and an hour later we are hanging out with her "friend". she and her perfect boyfriend havent had sex since april. i never cease to be amazed.
love u jhe... glad we got to talkin last week. if u hadnt picked up at that very moment.... oh, im just glad u did :)
same with u mon, glad we finally had some alone time :)
and concert on sunday w. cor present was just awesome.
last week was really good for me. didnt feel or seem like it during, but looking back,it was. it was crazy. all my weeks are crazy. sometimes i feel like i must be in the truman show bc all these crazy things happen that seem freakin weird. the number 23 in my life is so powerful its unreal. the amount of times it pops up is just sickening. if i go crazy and escape to a far away place all my time will go into researcing synchronicity (if thats not a word yet, ill make it one)
i didnt think i could access livejournal but i can! hurrah!
im so tired of being so typically mid 20's... disgruntled and dissatisfied. not to mention confused. this is worse than being 13, my chest is even flat again.
i hate it when others judge me. i act like i dont feel it, but i do. this is what makes me go into hiding and grapple for opportunities to find dark corners to burrow into.
moving home i have a social life after 2.5 years. overwhelming.
there's this patent leather gallery tote bag i've been eye'ing for 2 months as well as the gucci waistpack i've been eye'ing for 2 years and i want them BOTH. i might as well move out, im not saving a dime. ebay is the devil.
every day. just from the people i know, with the stories they tell, i have enough material to write the realest sitcom (or drama) out there... i dotn know if this is a good thing or a bad thing.
last night after whining for an hour to my friend that she has the most perfect 5 yr relationship which i shamelessly envy, and i adore them... and why cant i be as grounded? she cracks, makes one phone call and an hour later we are hanging out with her "friend". she and her perfect boyfriend havent had sex since april. i never cease to be amazed.