home and TIRED
ITS MY FIRST DAY HOME! sorry corey i've gotten your vmails about what state i was in, but i was in vegas for a bit, back to hawaii but had my bro and aunt visiting, i had to pack and now today im home. the past month of april has been the wildest WILDEST month of my entire life. i promise.
i cant believe i left my hawaiian paradise. i am emotionally drained from the tears i cried at the airport with my friends, the tears i cried when my plane took off and i watched my island get smailler and smaller, and the feeling like a part of me was dying inside. however- HUGE however... its a kinda knowing sad that i guess comes with age. i know i'll get over the empty feeling, i know that i have so much to look forward here, i know that once i organize my life- ill have that big bright smile again.
i cant believe i left my hawaiian paradise. i am emotionally drained from the tears i cried at the airport with my friends, the tears i cried when my plane took off and i watched my island get smailler and smaller, and the feeling like a part of me was dying inside. however- HUGE however... its a kinda knowing sad that i guess comes with age. i know i'll get over the empty feeling, i know that i have so much to look forward here, i know that once i organize my life- ill have that big bright smile again.