☪ Seventy-nine shooting stars--reflection
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[The feeds turns on with sounds of Usagi shuffling around in her room. Sounds like she's cleaning by the pattern of sounds, nothing then the subtle sound of something being placed back...or she could be looking for something. There's a soft mrow causing the blonde to sigh.]
...Endy..get down. I need to clean...[Another mrow is heard ( Read more... )
[The feeds turns on with sounds of Usagi shuffling around in her room. Sounds like she's cleaning by the pattern of sounds, nothing then the subtle sound of something being placed back...or she could be looking for something. There's a soft mrow causing the blonde to sigh.]
...Endy..get down. I need to clean...[Another mrow is heard ( Read more... )
How is everything, Usagi?
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I need to learn to clean up after myself.
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Helping clean isn't a big deal. And I'm sure you already know how to do it. You're how old after all?
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...17...
[She sighs and continues to pick things up until she accidentally turns the video on. He'll be able to see the bits and pieces of her love notes... Usagi notices the recording red light and panics, quickly turning it off.]
...I..um...[Embarrassed now...]...
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You, um, what? [His tone is playful.]
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...They're just...old letters to Mamoru....
....I need to move on...
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Are you alright? [He can't really get all into her personal business like that, and he didn't really know Mamoru. He also knows how strongly Usagi feels about being locked here, and how her friends always seem to come and go she said. So he doesn't want to add insult to injury by saying the wrong thing.]
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I'm okay...but..it's...just me growing up I guess...and realizing that some things need to be put away. ...Keep the memories and hold them close, but still move forward...that sort of thing...if it makes any sense.
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...For a year I clung to the memories of him...and I was able to recall the feelings I had...but now, looking at those memories...I feel nothing....
.......it's normal....for something like that to happen...right? [Sounding unsure of herself there...she's not being mean or bad or anything...right?]
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The circumstances here which we're forced to live are not normal. I don't think it was your- [Boyfriend? Fiance? For a moment he's muddled.] I don't think it is or was Mamoru's fault that he showed up and is gone and cannot return. However, despite that..
I think pining is probably unhealthy, yes. And in long times of distance, feelings do fade. So while everything else around is is strange and unfamiliar, even if it's not such a happy thing to cling to, perhaps this one thing you are experiencing is normal enough to be satisfied with.
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...[Thinking over his words..and gives a slow nod, though he can't see it.]
...I don't blame him, and I never will...but...it's causing me too much pain to keep clinging to him. In time maybe I'll see him again and we can go from there...but...you're right...
So it's normal.....but then why does it still hurt a little?
....I get the feeling I'm one big basket case.
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