my sorrys
well...i don't really know what to say...i have been doing A LOT of shit im not meaning to...well i'm meaning to...but i DON'T want to....i shouldn't have blown up after Grace not getting me what i wanted...that was immature...i shouldn't have even looked at Josh .. that was a deff. no-no...and im shouldn't have listened to Ashley... i shouldn't have taken Emilee's seat at lunch after i blew up at Grace and called her a bitch about taking mine...i shouldn't have said all those under-my-breath remarks or any remarks at that...i shouldn't have done a million things....but i DID...and I'M SORRY...i don't want to fight..i don't want to do anything but make up and i know i don't deserve another chance let alone being accepted back to be any of your guys' friend...i don't know what's wrong with me...maybe im just meant to be a bitch or something...maybe i give in too easily...maybe i just should be a loner...yah..i think i like that last one..cuz once Ashley reads this she's not going to want to be my friend let alone even talk to me...Christie probably won't even look at me along with Em and Alicia...Grace i doubt will accept me back what with all the shit i put her through...and i deff. will be sitting in my regular seat tomorrow...and I do lie sometimes...everyone lies once in their life...yes....even you Ashley...the one who hates liars...so...maybe i'll be friendless..actually probably most deff....will be without friends...maybe that's the way to do it?...then there's deff. less drama lol...but yeah...i just hope everyone who needs to read this..reads it...
TtYl? LyL
<3 AlWaYs