No you said you was coming back from Target and bought some movies so I assumed you was watching movies that nite, sorry my bad. I assumed you was gonna call me to lemme know when you wanted to move the boxes to your new place becasue of the fact of you working and having your own life. I didn't wanna keep you from having your fun, sorry my bad. But the fact still remains you coulda called me to make sure I was still coming to help instead of 'assuming' I wasn't gonna come through and help just becasue I didn't call. But yea... neither one of us likes calling people on the phone so that is an issue huh? And even if you did call and I was busy I do have voicemail so I can call ya back if ya leave a message.
You wanna compare me to Beverly huh? OK do me a lil favor, ask any one in my journal or I have as friends in real life if I am like her. Ask Krista how I compare to her. Ask Dara how many times I bailed out on her? Ask Jeff how we first met on here... see if that's like it was with you and Bev. Ask Minxy what got me talking to her. Ask Chigz how we started talking as well. Or even better, think about when we first started talking when Aimee was still in Omaha. How does my actions then remind you of bev? Yes hun, even I am capable of fouling up every once and a while... I misunderstood you or we wern't clear, which ever way you wanna pass the blame I don't care. But I'm only human, I can't help that. As soon as I get the superman logo bestowed on me by some superhuman force and gain some super human powers, I'll start to honestly feel bad about not coming through one time.
Ya know... at the begining of my vacation I asked my deities a few things. One of which is 'who are really my friends and who isn't?' Well my dear, if your willing to get all pissy with me over a miscommunication cause neither one of us likes calling people, I guess that question is answered for me.
im disapointed in the way u r acting lately. for starters on that sunday u were too busy having sex to even care to come and help me after u told me to call u that day which i did. the target nite u called me too late to come over i have to be up at 5am and u didnt sound like u wanted to help. and the whole who is ur friend and who isnt i have a right to be a little pissy if i stood u up 3 times u would be pissy at me. im disapointed in the fact all the time ive known u u have never let me down and now all of a sudden bam u have. im not pissy at u just disapointed.
No hun.. that Sunday your talking about (which was 10/1) was my b-day dinner at me grandmothers. I was spending time with my family. As for the day I called you at 4, I was again with my family... I believe that was the day I went to the casino with my mama. All I remember is I called you from the Taco Bell in the Spring Valley area by Jimmies work cause I ended up down there to see him before I was gonna come over to help. Now the conversation I recall then is we was gonna arrange plans later for me to come help. But I assumed you was gonna call me. This is just to set things straight so you don't think I "blew" you off for Stacey on those 2 occations... well that and if I'm gonna be blamed for something I would rather be yelled at for what I did rather than what I didn't.
Now the majority of the week that wasn't mentioned above I did spend with Stacey and was getting laid, I won't argue that. But that doesn't excuse 2 things: 1) all you had to do is call me to make sure I was still helping. I didn't take it apon myself to arrange further plans to help you move beyond the day I called you at 4. I coulda told Stacey I had plans and came to help.. hell she proboly woulda came and helped just to spend time with me and meet my friends. 2) For the first time in 2 years... pretty much since Minxy, I am happy. I found someone that I clicked with well enough to be a couple and it's wanted from both myself and her. Naturally alot of my time that is usually spend doing nothing at home or hanging out with my friends will be occupied by my gf. Even Krista said she'll need to get used to her and I not talking for hours and hours on a daily basis cause I have a gf now. I been alone for 2 years hun... 2 years of solitude, 2 years of watching others be happy in a relationship, 2 years of trying to find that someone special and failing in my search. I'm sorry I'm a little more than excited to have found her and I am more than willing to spend lots of time with someone that wants to spend time with me in a relationshippy way.
But seriously dear... there is no need to dramatize this anymore in LJ, shit happened. For the first time in the time I knew you, I 'fucked up' in your eyes. My bad. But compared to others I made one hell of a run before that happened. But just like them I'm only human.
I won't bother you or respond to any more posts until you talk to me and view us as friends again.
im happy for u this has nothing to do with ur new gf. everybody needs to be loved.
i didnt call u cause everytime i did u were busy and the target night u didnt seem like u wanted to help. im not going to call u 10 billion times a week to get u to help me. my dad just ended up helping me which he wasnt too happy about but oh well.
i have a bad temper and u hit me at a bad week when everyone was letting me down and i apologize for that. i wont be dragging this out on lj anymore. i still view us as friends that view never changed.
You wanna compare me to Beverly huh? OK do me a lil favor, ask any one in my journal or I have as friends in real life if I am like her. Ask Krista how I compare to her. Ask Dara how many times I bailed out on her? Ask Jeff how we first met on here... see if that's like it was with you and Bev. Ask Minxy what got me talking to her. Ask Chigz how we started talking as well. Or even better, think about when we first started talking when Aimee was still in Omaha. How does my actions then remind you of bev? Yes hun, even I am capable of fouling up every once and a while... I misunderstood you or we wern't clear, which ever way you wanna pass the blame I don't care. But I'm only human, I can't help that. As soon as I get the superman logo bestowed on me by some superhuman force and gain some super human powers, I'll start to honestly feel bad about not coming through one time.
Ya know... at the begining of my vacation I asked my deities a few things. One of which is 'who are really my friends and who isn't?' Well my dear, if your willing to get all pissy with me over a miscommunication cause neither one of us likes calling people, I guess that question is answered for me.
I won't bother you anymore til you contact me.
Be safe hun
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Now the majority of the week that wasn't mentioned above I did spend with Stacey and was getting laid, I won't argue that. But that doesn't excuse 2 things: 1) all you had to do is call me to make sure I was still helping. I didn't take it apon myself to arrange further plans to help you move beyond the day I called you at 4. I coulda told Stacey I had plans and came to help.. hell she proboly woulda came and helped just to spend time with me and meet my friends. 2) For the first time in 2 years... pretty much since Minxy, I am happy. I found someone that I clicked with well enough to be a couple and it's wanted from both myself and her. Naturally alot of my time that is usually spend doing nothing at home or hanging out with my friends will be occupied by my gf. Even Krista said she'll need to get used to her and I not talking for hours and hours on a daily basis cause I have a gf now. I been alone for 2 years hun... 2 years of solitude, 2 years of watching others be happy in a relationship, 2 years of trying to find that someone special and failing in my search. I'm sorry I'm a little more than excited to have found her and I am more than willing to spend lots of time with someone that wants to spend time with me in a relationshippy way.
But seriously dear... there is no need to dramatize this anymore in LJ, shit happened. For the first time in the time I knew you, I 'fucked up' in your eyes. My bad. But compared to others I made one hell of a run before that happened. But just like them I'm only human.
I won't bother you or respond to any more posts until you talk to me and view us as friends again.
Be safe and have fun in your new place.
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i didnt call u cause everytime i did u were busy and the target night u didnt seem like u wanted to help. im not going to call u 10 billion times a week to get u to help me. my dad just ended up helping me which he wasnt too happy about but oh well.
i have a bad temper and u hit me at a bad week when everyone was letting me down and i apologize for that. i wont be dragging this out on lj anymore. i still view us as friends that view never changed.
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