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Yea, lately I've been feeling a little down. I think I already said that yesterday. I think I have a tendancy to overdramatize situations... scratch that, I know I do. But I wish that people would just understand that about me. My emotions get the best of me. If I feel a certain way at a certain time, I'm going to express it. People always tell me I'm wrong for doing that, but it's realy hard for me to just sit on my feelings until they go away. I don't know. I just feel really unimportant and really un special and really lonely and I want to be able to hang out with people who are really happy to be around me and that doesn't happen much lately... oh pooey.
On a better note, Jay called me today - only for other people's phone numbers, but still I talked to him and it was nice to hear a familliar voice. I'm worried about him. I hope he gets to go to school and have all his little J.J. dreams come true one day. He's a great guy. Throughout everything, he's my best friend and I am so happy to have known him... I hope he knows that. I'm sure he does. He gave me a little pep talk. I told him boys suck and he said yea they do and whenever you actually find someone you like they don't like you, and that's the truth and it doesn't make any damn sense. whatever. I'm bitter. I wanna lay with someone damnit.
ok i'm going to lay with fletcher because he's the only man who loves me bye.
mdog
On a better note, Jay called me today - only for other people's phone numbers, but still I talked to him and it was nice to hear a familliar voice. I'm worried about him. I hope he gets to go to school and have all his little J.J. dreams come true one day. He's a great guy. Throughout everything, he's my best friend and I am so happy to have known him... I hope he knows that. I'm sure he does. He gave me a little pep talk. I told him boys suck and he said yea they do and whenever you actually find someone you like they don't like you, and that's the truth and it doesn't make any damn sense. whatever. I'm bitter. I wanna lay with someone damnit.
ok i'm going to lay with fletcher because he's the only man who loves me bye.
mdog