i hate this day
today i'm depressed. its my grandmas b day... everyones going to the cemetary and i'm not. i'll go alone tomorrow. and i have had a crappy crappy day. i'm lonely and this is retarded. tonight i need someone... just someone to care for a littl ebit because when i'm like this i can't really be alone... not because i'd do anything stupid, but because it makes me sadder. i want someone to call me and keep me company tonight. how bout it? please. a friend in need is a friend indeed... but fornow i'm takin a nap. :( someone please seriously hang out with me.