Jan 13, 2010 16:31
I don't know what's going on. I wish people didn't decide to promise things, or say they will do things, or pour their heart out to you when they're drunk. And then forget the next day. Those words were useless. And if you don't even remember saying them what's the point in bringing it up? We're not going anywhere. I just want to talk to you.
I'm feeling really on edge lately. I'm not even PMS-ing or anything and I've just been really emotional. And I'm starting to see a lot of realizations this month.
I need to stop caring. Because it's not going anywhere. And I can't be treated like this anymore. I've let so much slide that I don't know what it's like to express myself when I do get hurt.
I'm done.