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Saturday night was the first time since I came home from festival that I forgot to worry about LeeAnn. She quit work after an incredibly nasty break-up with one of our locals and I haven't seen here since. It's been over three weeks.
I didn't realize she'd quit until the second week. She's taken off more than once before but she's always come back after a few days. This time is different. Someone else has taken over her job and she's being cut off the family cell phone plan. (She was on my boss's plan.)
Until this week I thought she was living with her incredibly abusive ex but she showed up for a few minutes and made it very clear that was not the case. She is taking care of him as he recovers from falling off a roof but is not staying there. We do not know where she is staying. Her daughter works at the bar as well and she doesn't know either.
Knowing she's not living with that ex was a relief but I'm still worried sick. I don't think I've ever used that phrase before but it describes this situation pretty well. I wasn't there when she came in and I think seeing her for myself would help.
I'd been calling her every week just to check in but I don't think I'll be able to that now. I'm going to try tomorrow anyway. I've never had someone I love be so unhappy that she just needed to change everything so suddenly and so drastically. She's gone back to people she cut ties with because they treated her badly. Now she's cutting ties with the people who love her because one person treated her terribly.
I just don't know what to do. She's had a drug problem in the past and I'd be surprised if that wasn't back. My boss may have replaced her and chosen not to pay her phone bill but he did bail her out of jail. (I don't know why she was in a position to be arrested but I do know she had a bench warrant out due to an unpaid ticket.) I am scared as hell that I will never see her again. I am scared that she will never pull out of this.
I didn't realize she'd quit until the second week. She's taken off more than once before but she's always come back after a few days. This time is different. Someone else has taken over her job and she's being cut off the family cell phone plan. (She was on my boss's plan.)
Until this week I thought she was living with her incredibly abusive ex but she showed up for a few minutes and made it very clear that was not the case. She is taking care of him as he recovers from falling off a roof but is not staying there. We do not know where she is staying. Her daughter works at the bar as well and she doesn't know either.
Knowing she's not living with that ex was a relief but I'm still worried sick. I don't think I've ever used that phrase before but it describes this situation pretty well. I wasn't there when she came in and I think seeing her for myself would help.
I'd been calling her every week just to check in but I don't think I'll be able to that now. I'm going to try tomorrow anyway. I've never had someone I love be so unhappy that she just needed to change everything so suddenly and so drastically. She's gone back to people she cut ties with because they treated her badly. Now she's cutting ties with the people who love her because one person treated her terribly.
I just don't know what to do. She's had a drug problem in the past and I'd be surprised if that wasn't back. My boss may have replaced her and chosen not to pay her phone bill but he did bail her out of jail. (I don't know why she was in a position to be arrested but I do know she had a bench warrant out due to an unpaid ticket.) I am scared as hell that I will never see her again. I am scared that she will never pull out of this.