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yea so i have problemss..
i havent had problems for a long time
this day has been HORRIBLE.
worst this school year
and a really bad week also.
but....
i love my friends :]
and how they back me up..
and get mad at him for me :]]
haha its so funny. i just sit back and watch.
so yea im just going to let it all out.
and it may be long. but wow.
so kyle has been lying to me.
well i think its lying.
but its about the stupidest shit
like comeon. im not a fkin dumb ass.
like earlier this week he told me his mom was going to drop him off late. which is a total lie, cuz his mom drops him off at 7:30. and this was at like 8:30. and he used to go smoke before school with his friends. and so ever since he stopped, they have been bugging him to go. so i suspected he was over there. and i was right! like wtf.. and so i assumed he smoked. and he didnt. but like why did he have to lie about that?
and yesterday::
we had plans on friday. since i didnt go to the mcallen game, i didnt want him to go haha. so i had told him he was comming over on friday.. well then like his friends invited him to the ranch, and he said that he couldnt cuz he had plans with me. and they got mad at him. so i told him if he wanted to go he could. but he insisted on staying with me. then yesterday i got a text asking if i would get mad if he went to the ranch. umm no shit sherlock, are you fkin kidding me. ughh so i told him just to go. then like okay he felt bad and w.e,,, but still i would not ditch him for my friends, if i made plans with him first.like thats wrong. and of course his friend was like "fck you kyle,, go with your chick, your pussy wooped" so kyle caved in and gave up saying he would go. so like i guess i must not be that important if its that easy to ditch me. so like i just want to cry when i think or talk about it.
#1: i couldnt go to mcallen,(all my friends are there)
#2: i couldnt even go tumble. on sat morning,
#3: he ditched me
today::
mom droped him off at his friends house. said he was trying to hurry him up. for school. then i see his friend walking down the street. and i didnt really see kyle, but i saw a camo jacket, which i later found out.. was him. and i was on the phone with him and he says "we are getting in the car right now". and i was like "oh really? haha thats interesting, well im at the pep rally, hurry up", and he doesnt show up. yea so health was fcking hell. he sat next to me. and the whole time i just wanted to cry. and he was just making everything worse. i just wanted to scream, and he left early, and didnt even say bye.. then the second he left i talked to coleman. and let it all out. he understood and was on my side.
i swear if he smokes..
ugh jfhsfdsfdjdshfsjf
like wtf did i do to him
nothing, it seems like im always mad at him
and if hes ever mad at me, its over stupid shit.
like i dont really do anything for him to get mad at me.
but whatever, this is all bull shit.
oh yea,, we are so gunna beat memorial :]
pardon my language.
i havent had problems for a long time
this day has been HORRIBLE.
worst this school year
and a really bad week also.
but....
i love my friends :]
and how they back me up..
and get mad at him for me :]]
haha its so funny. i just sit back and watch.
so yea im just going to let it all out.
and it may be long. but wow.
so kyle has been lying to me.
well i think its lying.
but its about the stupidest shit
like comeon. im not a fkin dumb ass.
like earlier this week he told me his mom was going to drop him off late. which is a total lie, cuz his mom drops him off at 7:30. and this was at like 8:30. and he used to go smoke before school with his friends. and so ever since he stopped, they have been bugging him to go. so i suspected he was over there. and i was right! like wtf.. and so i assumed he smoked. and he didnt. but like why did he have to lie about that?
and yesterday::
we had plans on friday. since i didnt go to the mcallen game, i didnt want him to go haha. so i had told him he was comming over on friday.. well then like his friends invited him to the ranch, and he said that he couldnt cuz he had plans with me. and they got mad at him. so i told him if he wanted to go he could. but he insisted on staying with me. then yesterday i got a text asking if i would get mad if he went to the ranch. umm no shit sherlock, are you fkin kidding me. ughh so i told him just to go. then like okay he felt bad and w.e,,, but still i would not ditch him for my friends, if i made plans with him first.like thats wrong. and of course his friend was like "fck you kyle,, go with your chick, your pussy wooped" so kyle caved in and gave up saying he would go. so like i guess i must not be that important if its that easy to ditch me. so like i just want to cry when i think or talk about it.
#1: i couldnt go to mcallen,(all my friends are there)
#2: i couldnt even go tumble. on sat morning,
#3: he ditched me
today::
mom droped him off at his friends house. said he was trying to hurry him up. for school. then i see his friend walking down the street. and i didnt really see kyle, but i saw a camo jacket, which i later found out.. was him. and i was on the phone with him and he says "we are getting in the car right now". and i was like "oh really? haha thats interesting, well im at the pep rally, hurry up", and he doesnt show up. yea so health was fcking hell. he sat next to me. and the whole time i just wanted to cry. and he was just making everything worse. i just wanted to scream, and he left early, and didnt even say bye.. then the second he left i talked to coleman. and let it all out. he understood and was on my side.
i swear if he smokes..
ugh jfhsfdsfdjdshfsjf
like wtf did i do to him
nothing, it seems like im always mad at him
and if hes ever mad at me, its over stupid shit.
like i dont really do anything for him to get mad at me.
but whatever, this is all bull shit.
oh yea,, we are so gunna beat memorial :]
pardon my language.