relizing there is more to life then just u
ok so i figured i update ... things have been gettin better thanxs to all my friends im glad i hjave friends like u's to talk to and thanxs for undastandin me and puttin up wit all my shyt
im finally relizing everything and i hate it and i need to change it and that wat im gna do everything is gna be new startin everything new right from the start so if u see a change that is the new me cuz the old me is causin me to much stress and i dont like that me the old me crys to much the old me cares wayy to much about everything like dont get me wrong it is good to care bout ppl but i care bout every lil thing and i always try to make it right ... i cant do that ne more im one person and i need to deal w my stuff and stop wryings bout other ppls shyt
i stopping goin crazy w the shyt ive been doing ...i hate me like that i regret it everytime... and i need up hurtin ppl in the end by wat happens not gna happen no more and im glad that i made up my mind that i wanna do change and thanxs to my friends who made me wanna change..and thanxs for helpin me
the hole week last week i was a wicked mess and shyt was a mess for me and w.e happened i appoligized for everything that happened that was bad and u can trust me it aint gna be like EVER again..
hmm s wat i have i been up to nuttin really been to myself chilled around hea talked on the phone all day yesterday to meggie i think it was yesterdayh lol i catn remember it is so hot out yuck hmm nuttin really to do i got vball on thrusday in berekely but i have no clu where it is ill call mollee she should no lol
o yah im re doing my room and it is gna be so freakin awesome i got os many ideas and i just like went crazy one day and it looks great so far i like it it take m mind off of shyt wen i start doign crazy stuff liek that so now im gna go shower and make afew phone calls mayb watch a movie whow knows wat the day will bring if yah like to do sumthign ne one im up for it
LUVVVV <3
kay
im finally relizing everything and i hate it and i need to change it and that wat im gna do everything is gna be new startin everything new right from the start so if u see a change that is the new me cuz the old me is causin me to much stress and i dont like that me the old me crys to much the old me cares wayy to much about everything like dont get me wrong it is good to care bout ppl but i care bout every lil thing and i always try to make it right ... i cant do that ne more im one person and i need to deal w my stuff and stop wryings bout other ppls shyt
i stopping goin crazy w the shyt ive been doing ...i hate me like that i regret it everytime... and i need up hurtin ppl in the end by wat happens not gna happen no more and im glad that i made up my mind that i wanna do change and thanxs to my friends who made me wanna change..and thanxs for helpin me
the hole week last week i was a wicked mess and shyt was a mess for me and w.e happened i appoligized for everything that happened that was bad and u can trust me it aint gna be like EVER again..
hmm s wat i have i been up to nuttin really been to myself chilled around hea talked on the phone all day yesterday to meggie i think it was yesterdayh lol i catn remember it is so hot out yuck hmm nuttin really to do i got vball on thrusday in berekely but i have no clu where it is ill call mollee she should no lol
o yah im re doing my room and it is gna be so freakin awesome i got os many ideas and i just like went crazy one day and it looks great so far i like it it take m mind off of shyt wen i start doign crazy stuff liek that so now im gna go shower and make afew phone calls mayb watch a movie whow knows wat the day will bring if yah like to do sumthign ne one im up for it
LUVVVV <3
kay