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This early into things and I'm already getting sad.
What is it with me and not being satisfied or happy with anything lately.
Always one second happy, the next is a complete break down.
There are several ways to deal with these types of things.
There are several ways that I've tried to deal with my pressure.
Nothing works.
I feel it hard for Kellie.
And I miss her so much you would not imagine.
On the way home I had a great outlook on this week, the remainder of the six weeks and Christmas break.
But when it comes down to it nothing is half as great as I imagine it.
Skating, time with friends, happiness and school interest have gone to the negative.
I need to speak to someone.
Many say they care.
I wish saying meant showing just as much.
I love anyone who has a place for me in their heart.
I do.
I swear to God I do.
Please try to understand me for a while.