Jul 04, 2005 14:41
It hurts so bad.
I can't breathe.
My chest hurts.
My eyes are puffed up.
My mind is clustered with random thoughts.
It hurts.... it hurts so bad.
Love took a toll with me.
Love made me miserable yet it made me happy.
I MISS HIM SO MUCH.
I want him back, but I've realized a lot myself.
In previous relationships I'd chase after the guy.
I did my share of chasing, but now I'm just letting
things come my way.
I LOVE HIM, I haven't stopped loving him,
but it's just hard... u know?!
I guess, I'll do my share of learning, and
I'll do my share of hurting,but for now, all
I can do is wait.
Nic told me to be patient and that if I
still love him, stick around because surely, he can
say we're over, but really we're still feeling
for one another.
"If u love something, let it go...
if it comes back to you it's yours...
if it dosen't,it never was."
I'll be here, waiting for my prince charming to come.
But till then.... I'll be occupied with a whole lot
of different shit.
Thanks for reading, thanks for listening.
My friends, Nic, Nancy, and Drew... THANK U A WHOLE BUNCHES!!
I LOVE U GUYS!