Hi long time no bitching.
I really do understand why YOU havent apologized to me. You're scared. And I understand why YOU choose her side. You've always chose the side opposing me.
But I forgive you.
Because I know the highest form of flattery is hate.
The highest form of flattery is to destory someone. The highest form of flattery is when someone has to spread lies about you because they have no other way to make themselves look better.
You hate the fact that your life isn't twice as great as mine. You hate the fact that you will never BE twice the person I AM.
Naturally you would want to destroy me.. I remind you of what
YOU
ARENT.
You've watched me grow, you've watched me change, you've watched me become who I am, as I you. You always said you'd be there for me and when Im at a place in my life where I actually do need you do be there.. you aren't. You only want to be my friend when its convient for you. Arent you glad that you finally found me when I was weak? SO you could expose me as much as possible and band together?
Its too bad you're only a fraction of what made me happy. Damnit... sucks that Im not completely broken down. Sucks that I have better things to worry about then what you have to say about me. You really think I needed any of you? No. I kept you around because I liked you.. but you arent the same girl who sat next to me in mr swayzes class, or the same girl who shared a notebook with me in 9th grade and told me her deepest thoughts. And you aren't the same kid who went to hurricane harbor with me then sat on the floor of my shower in our bathingsuits and talked for hours... You're a two-faced bitch.
But I dont need either of you. Its you who needs me. What are you going to do now that your LEADER is gone? Hm? What are you going to do without me being the role model?
You hate it. You hate how true it is. Look at the statistics...
My maturity, intelligence, looks, and direction exceeds a level that you could never look into.
No? You're more mature? You've experienced life? You've had a relationship after 8th grade.. oh sorry.. 9th grade? Or had any sort of attention from the opposite sex.. until..well.. when was the last time a guy actually called either of you? who didnt think of you as just a friend..?
calling your best friend a slut and freaking out because, yes oh shit, shes had sex gives you points in the maturity factor.
intelligence? No? You're smarter? Try going through the education Ive gone through. OHHHH I forgot you're good at math. Well how nice, go to a nice cal state school get a degree then become a stay at home mom and help your kid with precal when they are in 11th grade. Thats pretty much as far as you'll get. And its nice that your taking COC classes.. I wonder WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS.. gave you that influence?
Looks? Ha. Well its obvious isnt it? Stand next to me.. you wont rate.. OHHH i forgot you have big tits. Good. What else?...? And you... well... what do you have? lol... blue eyes?
And direction... ha like I said.. youre good at algebra cuz youre too narrowminded to be good at anything else. Go to San Diego state.. major in psychology.. then become another faceless women in society. You'll probably do decent. Good for you. And YOU dont even have a life plan... its sad..
Like I said... You're jealous. I get it. it seriously sucks to be you.
Take me out of your profile PLEASE take me out of your myspace PLEASE but no matter how harddddd you try you'll always be living up to me. In the back of your mind you'll know no matter where you are in life Im four steps ahead.
But you will never be as good as me.
and its hilarious.
You hate that I dont care what other people think about me?
exactly.....
Enjoy the rest of highschool. Its seriously the only time you have left to act like children.
But I forgive you.
Because I know the highest form of flattery is hate.
The highest form of flattery is to destory someone. The highest form of flattery is when someone has to spread lies about you because they have no other way to make themselves look better.
You hate the fact that your life isn't twice as great as mine. You hate the fact that you will never BE twice the person I AM.
Naturally you would want to destroy me.. I remind you of what
YOU
ARENT.
You've watched me grow, you've watched me change, you've watched me become who I am, as I you. You always said you'd be there for me and when Im at a place in my life where I actually do need you do be there.. you aren't. You only want to be my friend when its convient for you. Arent you glad that you finally found me when I was weak? SO you could expose me as much as possible and band together?
Its too bad you're only a fraction of what made me happy. Damnit... sucks that Im not completely broken down. Sucks that I have better things to worry about then what you have to say about me. You really think I needed any of you? No. I kept you around because I liked you.. but you arent the same girl who sat next to me in mr swayzes class, or the same girl who shared a notebook with me in 9th grade and told me her deepest thoughts. And you aren't the same kid who went to hurricane harbor with me then sat on the floor of my shower in our bathingsuits and talked for hours... You're a two-faced bitch.
But I dont need either of you. Its you who needs me. What are you going to do now that your LEADER is gone? Hm? What are you going to do without me being the role model?
You hate it. You hate how true it is. Look at the statistics...
My maturity, intelligence, looks, and direction exceeds a level that you could never look into.
No? You're more mature? You've experienced life? You've had a relationship after 8th grade.. oh sorry.. 9th grade? Or had any sort of attention from the opposite sex.. until..well.. when was the last time a guy actually called either of you? who didnt think of you as just a friend..?
calling your best friend a slut and freaking out because, yes oh shit, shes had sex gives you points in the maturity factor.
intelligence? No? You're smarter? Try going through the education Ive gone through. OHHHH I forgot you're good at math. Well how nice, go to a nice cal state school get a degree then become a stay at home mom and help your kid with precal when they are in 11th grade. Thats pretty much as far as you'll get. And its nice that your taking COC classes.. I wonder WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS.. gave you that influence?
Looks? Ha. Well its obvious isnt it? Stand next to me.. you wont rate.. OHHH i forgot you have big tits. Good. What else?...? And you... well... what do you have? lol... blue eyes?
And direction... ha like I said.. youre good at algebra cuz youre too narrowminded to be good at anything else. Go to San Diego state.. major in psychology.. then become another faceless women in society. You'll probably do decent. Good for you. And YOU dont even have a life plan... its sad..
Like I said... You're jealous. I get it. it seriously sucks to be you.
Take me out of your profile PLEASE take me out of your myspace PLEASE but no matter how harddddd you try you'll always be living up to me. In the back of your mind you'll know no matter where you are in life Im four steps ahead.
But you will never be as good as me.
and its hilarious.
You hate that I dont care what other people think about me?
exactly.....
Enjoy the rest of highschool. Its seriously the only time you have left to act like children.