so long sweet summerrr.
so school is starting tomorrow. seniors seniors.! my summer was pretty lame, and a lot of shit happend.. and things changed a whole lot. but i think everything was for the better because for the last week and a half or so of my summer ive been having a blast. =] im actually kind of excited about school starting, because it's our senior year! its going to be so much fun.. i just cant wait for everything. but i cant believe were all seniors already. i remember my first day at carter, thats crazy. it feels like yesterday! but anways enough with the mushy stuff.. lets update! =] dustin and i are no longer communicating in any way shape or form. i want nothing to do with him. however, i was a little intoxicated the other night and i texted him but he didnt answer, so that is good. very good. im very happy talking to this new boy in my life, and he's dating terrah now. so im glad to know we can fnally be happy without each other. amy and i.. well.. were not amy and i any more. i guess she couldnt handle being my friend and dustins friend at the same time bcuz she lives with him and well, she picked dustin. so bascially im chop liver! =] butt whatever. im doing just fine without any of them. if they wanted me in their lives, they'd make an effort. sarah and i have been hanging out and im so excited, i love her. i met her friend felicia the other night too; shes pretty sweet. krista and i are just inseperable and i couldnt live a day without her in my life. shes my everything. her and jerem are still together, and jerem hates me. i dont want things to be all hatefull between us.. especially this year. he was my best friend last year, and thats all shot to hell now. and i dont want things to be stupid and akward the whole year bcuz i know im gonna be wantin to do everythin wit krista, and so is he. if we make up, we can all do it together. but i dont think he wants that bcuz "i fucked over his best friend." family? mm.. ive been getting along with my family a lot more.. which is scary but i love it. my brother is starting at cousino.. and weve gotten really close this summer. and my sister. is just the best thing that ever happend to me. i love her. my mom and i rarely fight and my dads just the bomb. =] savanna marie. mm shes s wild one, but i couldnt have made it through nothinnn without her. i love her to death.. favorite cousin? HECK YES! (alyssa; dont worry i love you too!! )lmao. my birthday is on saturday, which im extaticcc (sp?) about! im goin out to luncch with my fam, and krista. then wteee until about 6ish and going to the mariah careyyy concert! =D then, were all going back to kiels to hang out and partty ! =] im excited... p.s - thank you kiel hipppie! =]. its gonna be a good bday now that ive made some real friends, and some friends that actually caree<3! still working at jets, and at central transport. idk how long im gonna stay at jets though, we'll see how things go the first couple weeks of school. i liek it there soemtimes, but sometimes i just get soo annoyed, and people there are just so stupidd lately. idk. we'll see! =]
i think im gonna be done bcuz im wasting my last dayy of summer on the computer! i gotta go get ready so idk when ill updattee again but im gnna be real busy between workin 2 jobs, and school. soo.. ill update when i can! =]