Nov 15, 2005 20:29
i don't know if its because im getting my period, i forgot when its suppose to come, but im really emo right now. im so low in the self esteem department that i just feel like crying. its no ones fault, not even mine. thats how sad it is, and i don't even know how to get myself out of this hole that i feel like im in right now. so many things are happeningallatonce and i just don't know how to take it in. If i take it in one at a time, i just take so long gettin depressed about it that i don't even think about the rest, which are equally important to reflect on. things i should be thinking about are not anywhere near my frontal lobe that i just can't even imagine how to solve all my problems. Truthfully their not even problems, its the inevitable. Its the kind of things that are gonna happen no matter what i do about it. I guess the true problem is, how am i gonna make it through it all.