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oh hello gorgeous library-that-i-wouldn't-mind-living-in.
exams start tomorrow. ):
edit:i suddenly remembered something Darren and i were talking about (yes, we talk about serious stuff apart from coming up with stupid names like DOTD and dreama haha), about how, in general, it is so much easier to love than to be the recipient of it. because receiving love involves humbling yourself, being vulnerable, and people don't do that anymore i guess. and how because of this it is also a lot harder to accept love that is given unconditionally.
i also thought of a song that seemed to describe you and me perfectly. it's a sad song. (it's abt a friendship)
soon i will be free. free to meetup, free to learn things that i really want to learn now.
and i'm glad, i really am, that some things are worth holding on to/waiting for. (looking at you xy and d)
if it's not yours, however hard you grab onto it, it will still leave. but if it is meant to be yours, it will naturally come back. i think that's really my philosophy.