concusion city
I hate how i want to make myself feel down and outof luck when i am finally feeling genuinly happy. Dont kick a good man when hes down, so i will kick them when up??? or atleast untill they are back to some dissfigured self portrait. then and only then they can try to find things to be happy for. never ending search for some thing they CANT KEEP. i mean, how come i have such high hopes when i can just crush them with no effort or recollection of why ive come to be sad. yes, i am venting. but definatly not freaking out, i hit my head really hard please be nice to me. i am so happy with life but i cant seem to shake deeper shadows.