to you, anthony lee loserface harper...
I'm writing this on here because no one reads it and I don't want anyone to.
There's no doubt that I took you for granted. Over the summer, we spent so much time together -- I loved it. You were my best friend. You helped me through all the Jake bullshit, and no matter how many times I messed up on it, you understood how hard it was for me and were there. At the airport, I swore to myself I wouldn't cry. I was fine the entire time we were sitting there, laughing, but once I hugged you when you were about to go through the boarding gate, I totally lost it. You knew I would. I miss you so much when you were gone. I just knew everything would change once you got back, and you said they wouldn't. But look what's happened now. It happened. You chose your little brother and drugs over me. And you never gave me a real reason. Don't even try to use the whole she has a boyfriend so it's weird now bull shit. You blew Kristin off. You stopped talking to me and answering when I call. Do you realize how much that pissed us off?! Do you realize how much that hurt me?! You know how much I love you as my best friend. What kind of a person would do that to someone?! A fuckin' pothead with no ambitions in life, I guess. You. You know what? Fine. You win. I'm done. I guess you're finally rid of me. Keep fucking around with your life. You're obviously done, so, so am I.
There's no doubt that I took you for granted. Over the summer, we spent so much time together -- I loved it. You were my best friend. You helped me through all the Jake bullshit, and no matter how many times I messed up on it, you understood how hard it was for me and were there. At the airport, I swore to myself I wouldn't cry. I was fine the entire time we were sitting there, laughing, but once I hugged you when you were about to go through the boarding gate, I totally lost it. You knew I would. I miss you so much when you were gone. I just knew everything would change once you got back, and you said they wouldn't. But look what's happened now. It happened. You chose your little brother and drugs over me. And you never gave me a real reason. Don't even try to use the whole she has a boyfriend so it's weird now bull shit. You blew Kristin off. You stopped talking to me and answering when I call. Do you realize how much that pissed us off?! Do you realize how much that hurt me?! You know how much I love you as my best friend. What kind of a person would do that to someone?! A fuckin' pothead with no ambitions in life, I guess. You. You know what? Fine. You win. I'm done. I guess you're finally rid of me. Keep fucking around with your life. You're obviously done, so, so am I.