wedding shit
SO we're having a wedding because John wants one.
but I have to ask John to do something 3 times before he will.. He was SO into wedding planning but as soon as I got it started its all been me. He's being really helpful today though..
Hired a wedding planner so they could just figure it all out and on the wedding day I could just show up. Turns out wedding planners have lots of questions and half the time I have to figure most things out for myself. For example they asked about a wedding photographer and sent me links to 3 different people and that was it. I had to look into their pricing myself because if I ask the planner, I won't hear back until Tuesday. Plus some photographers don't have prices listed on their site.. They have you fill out a form and get back to you. They should have posted links and pricing.
Anyways, I bought my dress yesterday and I absolutely love it. It's vintage, super simple and comfortable looking. I emailed my mom pictures because she asked to see it and then I got a voicemail from her saying, "I really like your dress! It's so simple, It's SO YOU!" Then I hear my dad in the background say, "No one will even notice the dress when they see her pretty face" and later my mom says, "yes, it's not the dress that makes the girl, it's the girl that makes the dress". So now I know how she really feels. I don't know why her opinion matters so much to me but it does. We have totally different taste but I can see her taste and understand it. She looks at mine and just says "WTF". It bothers me that she doesn't even realize what she said wasn't necessary.. I didn't need her to tell me "it's ok your dress is boring" she just needed to tell herself that and just tell me how lovely my dress is.
I texted out to her "I would have loved to have gotten a really nice dress if you were willing to pay 1,000 for it" but then I backspaced all of it and didn't call or text her back.
My anxiety is through the roof.
vintage 1970s dress
but I have to ask John to do something 3 times before he will.. He was SO into wedding planning but as soon as I got it started its all been me. He's being really helpful today though..
Hired a wedding planner so they could just figure it all out and on the wedding day I could just show up. Turns out wedding planners have lots of questions and half the time I have to figure most things out for myself. For example they asked about a wedding photographer and sent me links to 3 different people and that was it. I had to look into their pricing myself because if I ask the planner, I won't hear back until Tuesday. Plus some photographers don't have prices listed on their site.. They have you fill out a form and get back to you. They should have posted links and pricing.
Anyways, I bought my dress yesterday and I absolutely love it. It's vintage, super simple and comfortable looking. I emailed my mom pictures because she asked to see it and then I got a voicemail from her saying, "I really like your dress! It's so simple, It's SO YOU!" Then I hear my dad in the background say, "No one will even notice the dress when they see her pretty face" and later my mom says, "yes, it's not the dress that makes the girl, it's the girl that makes the dress". So now I know how she really feels. I don't know why her opinion matters so much to me but it does. We have totally different taste but I can see her taste and understand it. She looks at mine and just says "WTF". It bothers me that she doesn't even realize what she said wasn't necessary.. I didn't need her to tell me "it's ok your dress is boring" she just needed to tell herself that and just tell me how lovely my dress is.
I texted out to her "I would have loved to have gotten a really nice dress if you were willing to pay 1,000 for it" but then I backspaced all of it and didn't call or text her back.
My anxiety is through the roof.
vintage 1970s dress