retardedx10
i wish i knew how to be normal around boys.
i have a huge crush.
it was normal at first.
and then he started being weird.
and then i started being weird.
and now i want to call him and hang out with him.
but he doesn't call or really aknowledge me at parties.
which makes me scared to call or aknowledge him.
and i don't know if this is happening because he's just not into me
or if it's cause i'm retarded and acting like i'm not into him.
shit i'm so fucking akward.
how was i even normal for a little while when i first got to know him.
fuck me i don't even act like i'm 20.
and my new anxiety medicine just makes me sleepy all the time.
it doesn't make me less anxious....obviously
i have a huge crush.
it was normal at first.
and then he started being weird.
and then i started being weird.
and now i want to call him and hang out with him.
but he doesn't call or really aknowledge me at parties.
which makes me scared to call or aknowledge him.
and i don't know if this is happening because he's just not into me
or if it's cause i'm retarded and acting like i'm not into him.
shit i'm so fucking akward.
how was i even normal for a little while when i first got to know him.
fuck me i don't even act like i'm 20.
and my new anxiety medicine just makes me sleepy all the time.
it doesn't make me less anxious....obviously