UGH!
Why can life seem to be going soooo good and right when you reach that point where you think everything is finally okay you find out something that can totally tear that world apart? How come you can want somethings so bad sometimes but you are DAMN well aware that it is possibly the worst thing for you and you know that without a doubt you can not pick that option no matter what?....Is this what people get from wanting more? Seems like a circle that I just keep running round.... I know this is just one big moment but in the words of someone " GOT DAMN IT SUCKS!"