imagination life is our creation
Geez there seems like there is so much that can be done but yet I always find myself doing the same thing over and over and I just wish I could break this habbit or get something to add to it to at least add a little flare to the routine and make it less of a routine but something of enjoyment. Well to me I see this great happpy ending but to get from here to there is the hard part and fustration and anger and everything eles that ocomes with it and I just sorta wwish i could get out of this faiy tale ending state of mind but I don't want to because reality can be so ugly that I would rather stick up in the clowds and just see what I want to see or rather not see but whish I could see... i want things to be easy but they are not.. life is so abstarct right now not knowing what is to come not knowing what is but knowing that you somehow have to make it last and pull through this abstact piece that is not yet completed. I leave this place with a lust for the feelings of last year that I embarked on this new journey and all I can say right now is that I hope we meet again someday...