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" when it's over that's the time I fall in love again... when it's over that's the time you're in my heart again".. sugar ray.. wow why is that so darn true?? Sorry random sparatic line of the moment... well my year is coming to a close out here in Las Cruces... so I have made it in "big kid school" for a whole 2 years.. wow talk about a roller coaster... I never expected college to be such a challenge on every level of well life... you know college is like an onion like shreak says ( yeah I will never fully grow up) .. it has many layers... one being education.. I guess this is the main layer.. then it breaks off to independance.. emotional ... physical .. wow it's just amazing.. I'm not really sure that College falls under one form of education but rather multipul. ... but all and all right now I am pretty happy that it is coming to an end.. I am ready to go home and reclaim myself and my indivudality that I have grown up with all within the compfort of those I have known for my liftime thus far... I am not sure that anyone will know me quite like my fellow albuquerque turkeys... there is just always going to be something about you guys and the place where I grew up. You know now that I am in college  I have come to find that everyone seems to be rushing to look for the "love of their life" maybe I am included in this?? But wheather I am or not.. it all seems so *crazy* is the best way to explain it.. if only love could be what it is like in the movies... but unfortunately in college or just life this is one of those lessons we get for free that we wish we would not have to learn at all...life is so great with it.. but sometimes it just does not seem worth the fight... I now can understand why grown ups envy the essance of children.. as they are so free and willing to express every emotion of which they have.. they have no boundaries.. oh the beauty of innocence. Well hopefully this summer will be a good rejouvination for me.. and I hope that one day I will be able to pull through and find this thing so called " true love.." I don't think I have found it yet if I am still wishing for something more.. ahhh beautiful lies that we people tell eachother... don't believe in those science fiction words that you have to think about.. always go with what you feel...

Good luck on finals you wiper snappers!

~Naomi