untittled i waited for words worth saying...none came.

[oogiezero]

breaking out,
i see first light.
hide my eyes,
hide my face.
you cannot see this destruction
and i will not see this scornful beauty we call world
i will not except the pain.
the hurt.
i cannot break free
i cannot let go
i cant just not care.
i must hold on,
i must hold tight
onto this mask of a face,
different from all others
deformed yet loved without reason.
confused i lay awake.
confused i lay dying,
dying every second
dying every day.
heaven.
i see first light,
im breaking out of who i once was
adopting a different kind of face to hide.