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Well here it is. I'm leaving in just a few short minutes. I'm leaving for modesto with my dad, brother, and sister. I don't know how it's going to be, or what i'm going to do. This is just great. And then my mom was talking to me this morning, and she said "Oh stop being such a grouch Aleena, Don't go to your family's house in such a bad mood. Smile honey" I just walked away in disgust. How can she expect me to be happy; if I'll be away from all my buddies? I wont be able to talk to Ted, Heather, Britt, Rissa, Manda, Kelly, Amber, Sammie, Steph, Megan, Casey, Julie, Faith, Robby, Chris, Katie, Amee, Angie, Nikita, ugh. This sucks so bad.
I haven't seen Clay online. I was hoping I could tell him the news. But i remembered that he has school. I cant belive this. You guys I am so scared. I don't want to loose him. He'll see that he loves me and we belong together. Right? I'm nice, i'm pretty. He has to love me.
And also Manda, if your reading this. I'm sorry about Ian. That makes me really pissed off. If I see him; I'll kick him in the nuts for you. So that it swells up like a baseball. Lol. Dammit, I know it's only for a few days, But i'm really gonna miss you guys! I wont really miss Ted because there's a 60% chance i'll get to see him. Lol. If he's not too busy, I'LL JUST CALL YOU FROM THERE TED! lol.
Ugh, everyones like; getting ready to leave. Do you think that if i go back to sleep they'll leave me here? Maybe so. I don't know though. I'm not saying anythings certain. Remember guys. I sent you that e-mail. Please comment in my journal and tell me how much you miss me. And the reason why I was telling you guys about Clay, and how I lied that i wanted time apart. Is because he wont see this. I swear I'll be nothing without him. He'd think I was weird for writing this. Good thing he never reads my journal.
Take care of yourselves until i come back! And britt, since your co-prez of the Fat/ugly club. i'll need you to take over my duties, lol ;x
aLLy
I haven't seen Clay online. I was hoping I could tell him the news. But i remembered that he has school. I cant belive this. You guys I am so scared. I don't want to loose him. He'll see that he loves me and we belong together. Right? I'm nice, i'm pretty. He has to love me.
And also Manda, if your reading this. I'm sorry about Ian. That makes me really pissed off. If I see him; I'll kick him in the nuts for you. So that it swells up like a baseball. Lol. Dammit, I know it's only for a few days, But i'm really gonna miss you guys! I wont really miss Ted because there's a 60% chance i'll get to see him. Lol. If he's not too busy, I'LL JUST CALL YOU FROM THERE TED! lol.
Ugh, everyones like; getting ready to leave. Do you think that if i go back to sleep they'll leave me here? Maybe so. I don't know though. I'm not saying anythings certain. Remember guys. I sent you that e-mail. Please comment in my journal and tell me how much you miss me. And the reason why I was telling you guys about Clay, and how I lied that i wanted time apart. Is because he wont see this. I swear I'll be nothing without him. He'd think I was weird for writing this. Good thing he never reads my journal.
Take care of yourselves until i come back! And britt, since your co-prez of the Fat/ugly club. i'll need you to take over my duties, lol ;x
aLLy