omg...
How am I going to explain my life to Timmy for the past few months?... Will he understand?
And I am so worried about him leaving my side when I tell him everything... SHIT I WOULD! He doesn't need this...
Am I selfish for telling him? For putting my problems on someone else? I am not doing it for all the wrong reasons this time... I need help.
Wow, that was so hard to even write... Let alone how is it going to go when I tell him...
My biggest fear is doing this alone... I don't want to slip.
You thought you all knew me sooo well... It was just a mask covering all the stupid shit I was doing in my life.
How could I do this to myself?
It's not over yet... and I don't know if it ever will be...
And I am so worried about him leaving my side when I tell him everything... SHIT I WOULD! He doesn't need this...
Am I selfish for telling him? For putting my problems on someone else? I am not doing it for all the wrong reasons this time... I need help.
Wow, that was so hard to even write... Let alone how is it going to go when I tell him...
My biggest fear is doing this alone... I don't want to slip.
You thought you all knew me sooo well... It was just a mask covering all the stupid shit I was doing in my life.
How could I do this to myself?
It's not over yet... and I don't know if it ever will be...