I have to be the girl and get it out
It is driving me crazy and I dont' want to drive anyone else crazy...but I think I am in a relationship now and it feels so weird! Not weird bad but weird good and weird like a little nervous. I really dig this guy right now...and the fact that it's been over three weeks is a real accomplishment for me! lol...It sounds silly. I feel a little uncomfortable that my mom wants to meet him and I don't want her to yet. On the one hand I know how brutal our family can be with significant others. But on the other hand...I have met other guys before who would better fit the stereotype of who I should be with...and they just didn't feel right. This one does...at least for right now...so why do I care what they think? I know he is a good person..i also know that yes, he does have some growing up to do. The fact that there is two years between us isn't a big deal...but the fact that maturity wise there is probably a little more than that...sure it makes it a little different. I don't know...I don't want to over analyze...and I don't think that I am. I just am wondering where everything is taking me. Because I like it so far...and I wonder what that means for me...