just some thoughts
The world makes it really hard to be alone. The thing is...that we aren't ever alone...we have friends and family...and somehow we have let the world tell us that it isn't enough...that we have to have "the one". I have a lifetime ahead of me and all I can think of is finding a guy to spend time with. And why do I not have one? Because I seem to be so fixated on it that I jump ahead of myself...I get too attached too quickly. I don't know how to date! I am a really bad person at dating. I rush into things and scare people off.
But then yesterday...and yes this is sad that once again I am finding answers to my life in tv...but in watching the finale to sex and the city...i realized that it took Carrie that whole time...years and years of trial and error and mistakes and getting hurt...to find someone. and when she did that someone was the one from the beginning...the one she thought was over long ago.
So maybe...just maybe...it's not over yet. And maybe just maybe the person i am going to end up with is someone that I have already encountered. It's a strange thought and at the same time a little comforting...
merry christmas
But then yesterday...and yes this is sad that once again I am finding answers to my life in tv...but in watching the finale to sex and the city...i realized that it took Carrie that whole time...years and years of trial and error and mistakes and getting hurt...to find someone. and when she did that someone was the one from the beginning...the one she thought was over long ago.
So maybe...just maybe...it's not over yet. And maybe just maybe the person i am going to end up with is someone that I have already encountered. It's a strange thought and at the same time a little comforting...
merry christmas