uh whaaa..
i feel so alone.
who wants to be with ME?
projects suck ass and i hate them . i dont want to do it. im drifting from it by going online. i need to finnish this bitch. damn.
erin is a ____ kinda gurl. u fill in the blank.
today was shit. i hate school. but who doesnt these days. ditching is no option. i work tomorrow. great. i need to get some more money. the sounds of my new neighbors make me sad. Joan and Doug dont live there anymore. this summer when i went in there to pick something up for them.. i broke down. i started crying. i had so many good memories in that house and now they are gone. they wont come back. ill never step foot in that house again. the place i retreated after a fight with my mom. joan was my second mom. she was always there. helping me.. playing with me.. when my mom wasnt. she was. she was great. now everythings fucked up. they are gone. living in temecula and when will we see them. they send down a card to my mom with a key in it. and a note saying.. a place where everyone loves u. that made my mom cry. i hate having ppl i love move out. its not a good feeling. who knos whos next.. i hope no one leaves me anytime soon.