Would you like to play With the thought of a friend In a distant passing stage
And I'll be back 'round again
Yes I'll walk in time with you old friend
And we'll find that place
That we had danced in so long ago
Do you ever find those lyrics that perfectly match your mood? I was extremely pissed off last night, but now it's storming and rainy and I'm just downtrodden. I never imagined that this could be so saddening, especially not at my own choice. But it is, even if I am being a drama queen. I want to say something sweet like Laura did, I want to tell you that I love you and that you were really a great friend to me. Most of the time, that's true. I hope someday we'll be friends again like we used to be. But by then we'll be grown up and living our own lives and we won't have time for girly sleepovers and squatties. So I hope you can cherish those memories like I do, even if you aren't dwelling on them and wanting to cry. I'm sorry I was so mean to you Alex, but you were mean to me too because you can't understand and all you do is make jokes about me being a "drama queen." I probably am, so I'm sorry that I bothered to care. I feel really dejected and defeated, but you're right, times do change and it's time to stop reminiscing and trying to fix something that's not going to get better, so thanks for the advice. I'm glad that at least through this retarded teenage drama, I've strengthened my friendship with Laura. Unfortunately, the two of us have lost our other friend and I know that we've always envisioned the three of us being friends forever. We made it 12 years, why would it have had to end there? But it's not my place nor Laura's place to long for a relationship with someone that only remains our acquaintance through obligation. I hope it all works out for you guys.
-O.o-
Now's a good time to let my other friends know how much I love them. Lindsay, Rose, Meena, Laura, Jenna, Justin, Annie, etc.- you guys are some really good friends, I <3 you.
Yes I'll walk in time with you old friend
And we'll find that place
That we had danced in so long ago
Do you ever find those lyrics that perfectly match your mood? I was extremely pissed off last night, but now it's storming and rainy and I'm just downtrodden. I never imagined that this could be so saddening, especially not at my own choice. But it is, even if I am being a drama queen. I want to say something sweet like Laura did, I want to tell you that I love you and that you were really a great friend to me. Most of the time, that's true. I hope someday we'll be friends again like we used to be. But by then we'll be grown up and living our own lives and we won't have time for girly sleepovers and squatties. So I hope you can cherish those memories like I do, even if you aren't dwelling on them and wanting to cry. I'm sorry I was so mean to you Alex, but you were mean to me too because you can't understand and all you do is make jokes about me being a "drama queen." I probably am, so I'm sorry that I bothered to care. I feel really dejected and defeated, but you're right, times do change and it's time to stop reminiscing and trying to fix something that's not going to get better, so thanks for the advice. I'm glad that at least through this retarded teenage drama, I've strengthened my friendship with Laura. Unfortunately, the two of us have lost our other friend and I know that we've always envisioned the three of us being friends forever. We made it 12 years, why would it have had to end there? But it's not my place nor Laura's place to long for a relationship with someone that only remains our acquaintance through obligation. I hope it all works out for you guys.
-O.o-
Now's a good time to let my other friends know how much I love them. Lindsay, Rose, Meena, Laura, Jenna, Justin, Annie, etc.- you guys are some really good friends, I <3 you.