god... :(
well.. i thought i was threw with this piece of shit thing, but i have to write one more. this is just an update to apologize for everything that i have done. right now i bet ur in hell, and alot of things are running threw ur mind. i havent been able to sleep, and i dont think i will at all. im fucking stressing so much its not even funny. god. when i got that call, i wanted to cry. i started shaking, and i still dont know what to do or think. im just wondering what they said, and how u reacted. oh my god im so nervous right now. oh my god oh my god oh my god...... oh my god... fuckin im shaking i cant really type. oooooohhhhh man... im so fucking sorry i did this, im so fucking sorry, man... man oh fucking man. i seriously dont know what to do, i mean i have some ideas but they all seem like theyll fail. it has come to the point where i dont even know.. im so dead. ooo ooo god........... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...... man... man.... ohh fuck... what the fuck is gonna happen??? man.. i love you so much, i want to marry u. but right now what the fuck is gonna happen. damn im pretty fuckin scared... will i see u again? will i... man.. god. i think i might pray....