ooooooohhhhhhh........Why do we do this to ourselves?
I really really wanna go to hellfest, but thats lookin like a no go right about now, everyone is apparently too good to go with me....ah well...I think I might just run away by myself and never return. I fuckin hate this city anyways.
The Red Chord was Amazing the other day. and thats all I keep thinkin about.
I start school in exactly 25 days and I've never wanted to NOT do something so badly in my whole life.
I have a heart defect and I'm pretty sure its just gonna explode. all over the place.
I think I'm gonna go play guitar now. 'cause thats pretty much all I ever do now. Not that it really makes a difference how good I am or not. Its not like I'm ever gonna make something outta this. Especially when everyone is soo fuckin quick to shut me down about it. Its real sad.
The Red Chord was Amazing the other day. and thats all I keep thinkin about.
I start school in exactly 25 days and I've never wanted to NOT do something so badly in my whole life.
I have a heart defect and I'm pretty sure its just gonna explode. all over the place.
I think I'm gonna go play guitar now. 'cause thats pretty much all I ever do now. Not that it really makes a difference how good I am or not. Its not like I'm ever gonna make something outta this. Especially when everyone is soo fuckin quick to shut me down about it. Its real sad.